i officially declare...I hate my life to the max!..i mean wth...a blink of an eye n two weeks passed...my hw still piled up high..n the onli thing i managed to do was to get my penguin to fly(kite)..LOL..plus...my bff came bak..lol..we hadn been tokin for quite awhile..lik months..zz..i guess wif all the trip n stuff..her fwends n all..i guess tts it!..im officially long gone...hidden away behind sm closet at the back of her head..zz..why does she ends up as my bff...i mean it was a horrible year for her durin her sec 4 tym..but i was thr rite?..why can she do the sm for me?..all wif the pile of hw n busy jc life as n excuses...tts it!..even durin the holidays?..LOL..haiz..its not tt im not understandin or wad..she wan personal space..sure..i gib her tt..she wan spent tym wif other fwends..sure im fine wif it!..but m i so easy going till tt she dun ned to spend sm tym wif me??...hey im a human too..i have emotions..i will too feel neglected n used at tyms...:(..smtyms i really feel lik disappearin so tt when she realise tt when im gone..den she will regret?..lol..but i doubt she will...haiz..now wad can i do?..get bak on track i guess..study well for 'o's..i will focus n spent most of my tym studyin..lol..lik i can..but tts the onli thing i cud do..who ask me to be younger den her?..juz study..anythin happens juz get bak on track by myself...i dun ned to depend on anyone rite?..:]..haiz.. ._. ..maybe if i do well n enter a new skool wif new environment..i will meet beta n new fwends?..n enjoy myself...like how she's doin now?..
But even so...i will nvr ever forget the memories tt we used to share...the tym we first met..the problems we went thru n all...though to her i may be long forgotten...but to me she will alwys be in my heart..n no one can eva replace tt...i <3 you..
