I'm Back!..Woah..It's been along time that i have updated this...This page is like collecting dust..:3..haha..anyways..Kinda busy this few days, well even if its the school holiday..(DUH..SEC 4.-.-...)...Haix..So many things happened since the start of the new year...School work...cca..friendships....-.-....But now,i'm able to cope with my work already!..YEAH!..>.<..(well,except amths^^")..cca..not bad..the current sec ones are not giving me much troubles, but chiumei say that they just need time...haha...>.<...those that are givin me the most headaches are actually the sec 2 & 3's... I mean..Hey Juniors, It's not that i want nag at all of you people for god sake..GROW UP!..Like what i always say, its just the matter of time and we the sec 4s are steppin down, can't you all just listen to us proper for just one day?..Some of you are okay, helping us out but the rest..I really don't know what to say...So now what?..Our cca is for us to pass time now?..By slacking there and chit-chatting with your friends?...Well, I'm gonna tell you all Gals that you are wrong...As long im still around,and I don't care who's going to take over next time, I won't let our cca be hanging halfway in mid-air...I know its hard for us, especially the other sec 4s...I am gona be harsh i literally mean it..Don't care if you all hate me after that, as long as it can keep us up, maintain out standard and status, I won't mind going through all this...And I want to use this opportunity to thank all those people who stand by me through this tough period:)...at least you all understand me and i don't feel that bad..You all are my pillar of support..you gals ROX!..;D.. now...haiz...:/..I really don't know what to do...It's like somehow hanging smwhr..LOL...As we cutted down on communications, we are like going further from each other...I mean..Its already so hard to meet up with you and now this?!...LOL...Everytime in order to keep things up, i asked you out sometimes, but you are always busy...Thats why i was on the verge of giving up actually...But in the end, I said to myself, if that's how life gona be, then i'm not going to care anymore. If you have the heart to and can squeeze some time out of your busy schedule,then we will go out...(no matter how busy im, you shld knw that i alwys put you first:))...I always hoped that we can have time for each other, at least once a week...I know it's impossible but at least we could meet up, have lunch or a heart-to-heart talk...about our school or problems that we faced...I'm always envious of other people, where they could meet up often and go out together...That always seems nice, but i guess in our case,its going to be very hard...
Last time(year), I will always be jealous when i heard that you went out with ur friends or cliques instead of me...I know that friends are very important to you(you practically can't live without themxD)...but at that point of them i was really feeling neglected(maybe i was just plain childish bah..>.<)...anyways, for now..it seems that im so used to all this few negative feelings that i just let it be(Bo-Chap attitude..LOL..kiddin)...for now i will just study...and wait patiently for my O's and holidays to come...:3...If you have the time and need smone to talk to, I will always be around...I will let you do whatever you want and won't force you into anything le..(starting this year)...As long as i can be with you, even if you want me to hike Bukit Timah with you i also don't mind...>.<...Do things you think that is right, well..even if its wrong(unless illegal) or even if it will hurt me...as long as you are happy...I won't mind...Will always support you to till end..:]...I Love You..
