Tuesday, June 15, 2010

i hate my life!

15/6...15/6...15/6...this will be the day i will rmb for life...other then the 21/11 which was the best day we ever had...n the 21/6 which was the day we first went out as bff...
This mornin incident realli hitted me hard..i alwys tot tt im a strong wall..nthin can push me down..but im afraid tt i was wrong...ever since we first met..eu used to be the person i wanted to avoid the most...but as tym passed n due to the opportunities given to us to bond..we had in fact shared many beautiful n fun memories together..you are also the one who opened me up...but sadly..it didnt last...ever since this yr...eu changed...though i understand tt it had been hard on eu with the new school..new enviroment..n fwends...eu also hab many things to handle n settle...but still...after all this tym..i m sure n guess that eu r tired n sick of all the crap we hab been through lately n for tt..im awfully sorry for tt...
But though i knw eu tried not to n avoid hurtin me tym and again..it actualli hurts me the most after today...i really duno how m i gona get bak on track now...feelin lost n kinda scared...i realli duno wad i will do...wad if i close bak up lik last tym?..
But no matter what..if tts ur decision..n eu think it will be beta for both of us..den i guess i hab no choice but to accept n respect tt..i juz want you to be happy n excel in life...though i still hope tt our friendship wun juz end after this incident..
You will alwys hold a impt place in my heart..nvr be forgotten...<3..thanks for everythin eu hav given me...