About me..Well the things is I don't care how you think about me, I also don't care how you people treated me. I just want you all to know that i appreciate and care for every single one of you no matter what bad stuff you guys said or even done to me behind my back. I may be just a regular person, maybe a not so regular, boring and non-humourous person to you all....But that does not mean that I'm all just that..
If you all seriously take some time to understand me and know me well..I'm really not that bad, and I can be 10 times the funnier and more talkative then your regular joker friends with ya..And I'm serious...
To most people I'm damn mysterious and that is also the reason why it made many people caution of me, it even made some people stay away just because they think i did not treat them as a friend(bcos i did not tell them my troubles)...Seriously It's not that i do not want to tell all of you, but it is because i think somethings are not worth talking about it..thats all..I'm not trying to hide anything from you guys..But when you guys really wanna know..i told you guys didn't i?.:(...
To some of you who seems to like stay away form me or stop talking to me for no reason..I been sort of 'moving' around online to check on you guys..I AM NOT STALKING! I REPEAT!..NOT STALKING!!..
It's just that i understand how you guys really feel and most of you will post your feelings online..I just want to help you people even though you guys may not want to talk to me anymore..Just want to give some advice and help you all cope with it..Thats why when some of you asked me who am I(cause i used anonymous/untitled), I didn say it...
Some times I really hope that things will go back to the way it used to be but apparently it never will..
For the 16 years of my whole life..i understand many things..one thing is that human being can be scary..A leopard never changes its spot..even if she repaint her body...I kinda of regretted opening up to the one friend of mine..she made me understand that people no matter how close to you..they someday will still betray you..
So people please understand..Its not that i do not wanna open up..but it is that every time i do that..that someone i open up to..will either betray me or leave me somehow...And i don't know why...It just always happens..I just do not want to go through the pain over again of losing the people whom i trust and cherish the most...
