SFP was a breeze..well kinda?..Though I'm not tsure with all my answers though..O___O...Haha anyways now its for the main courses...PIPC!..don't think i could get them in my head..but i'll try:D..jyjys...going to ZZZ first before i start my revision:]
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
Monday, August 22, 2011
I don't care what you think about me, I don't care how you manage to influence others and impose your idea on them. All i know i have never done anything behind that back of yours and thats how you treat me..like shit..
Yes I know sometimes the things i do may often make others mistaken me. I don't see why you won't either. I am also not as social and joker like the rest. All i know is that I'm not being myself..Maybe cause i'm still not used to everything thats happening..plus all the things that have been going around..I'm not that confident in almost everyone around me..But i'm trying to change that. All i know is that i respect all my friends and will do anything within my means to help..I really do..But its just nobody seems to give me that chance to prove myself..All i need is a chance..that tiny miracle...
Yes to most people you might think i have a big group to support me or what but to tell you guys the truth..all i need is just one..that single one true person who will be there for you cause you are also true to them...not just a group who are there just cause you are popular and leave you once you are nothing or when the years in school ends...
I know for now i'm indeed going through a rough patch..things are not as simple as before too..true to people and yet they bite you back..yet i still wanna believe that there is someone or some people who can be true...though hard but i still believe in that...
Why?..cause i have already met some of these people thats why..:]..
And to some others out there...Sometimes hardships are inevitable..but do realize that it is your hardships that makes you a better person..that pain and hardships won’t last..and realize that you are never alone...there are bound to be someone who is there for you..:)
Yes I know sometimes the things i do may often make others mistaken me. I don't see why you won't either. I am also not as social and joker like the rest. All i know is that I'm not being myself..Maybe cause i'm still not used to everything thats happening..plus all the things that have been going around..I'm not that confident in almost everyone around me..But i'm trying to change that. All i know is that i respect all my friends and will do anything within my means to help..I really do..But its just nobody seems to give me that chance to prove myself..All i need is a chance..that tiny miracle...
Yes to most people you might think i have a big group to support me or what but to tell you guys the truth..all i need is just one..that single one true person who will be there for you cause you are also true to them...not just a group who are there just cause you are popular and leave you once you are nothing or when the years in school ends...
I know for now i'm indeed going through a rough patch..things are not as simple as before too..true to people and yet they bite you back..yet i still wanna believe that there is someone or some people who can be true...though hard but i still believe in that...
Why?..cause i have already met some of these people thats why..:]..
And to some others out there...Sometimes hardships are inevitable..but do realize that it is your hardships that makes you a better person..that pain and hardships won’t last..and realize that you are never alone...there are bound to be someone who is there for you..:)
Sunday, August 21, 2011
Been sleeping for the whole day..shouldn't have drunk baileys and vodka..urrgghh..o____o"..I have not done anything this whole weekend like god damn it..haiz..nvrm later just read through abit I guess..well provided if I can focus on the notes..really not used to study alone..so used to have a study mate kinda hard la..seriously for the past few months..I didn't really study at all..so it's not revision for me..more like learning all over again..I miss my weekends outings! Eating and studying together outside..:/..but good days never last..no point looking back too..:D..what matters the most is to keep looking forward to whatever out there!!:3 So looking forward to the holidays! Salvo practices and meet ups with my old pals:)..
TEST TEST TEST
Today is Sunday and yet i still have not start my revision..hurr...Damn it..:/...I really need to start man..I have to or else i can't finish everything on time... A few thing s happen here and there, but there's nothing i can't cope.:D Okay so maybe there are a few times i broke down, but that just to relief my stress..:P..haha..amyways my parents actually booked tickets for a 7 days trip to taiwan at end of the year!..Haha awesome, would have prefer korea though but who cares?. Better than nothin!><...
Now seriously must really study at least finish my HAP questions,SFP or at least part of my PIPC..:/..JIAYOUS EVERYONE!.two more weeks and it a month holiday!..
Now seriously must really study at least finish my HAP questions,SFP or at least part of my PIPC..:/..JIAYOUS EVERYONE!.two more weeks and it a month holiday!..
Monday, August 8, 2011
National day! And other random stuffs...
Tomorrow is National Day! birthday for Singapore, and public holiday for everyone and me!:D So happy early birthday Singapore! haha.. I just finished my salvo practices..:3..chairperson said that this week will be the last salvo practice and the next one will be a month later..after our semestral papers! GOSH!0_0.. A month without Salvo! Man..but for the sake of good results for each subjects..:/..hope I can do well for these papers and pass this year with flying colours!:D.. Anyways chairperson also said that we can finally get our first pair of gubang on the first practice after our semestral papers:)..yea! My first gubang!! Haha kinda looking forward to it:)..once I get it..I gonna crave a letter of my surname one each gubang..A & U!..lol..haha maybe la! Have to see first:P..haha..going to take a bath and rest le..gonna study for Pipc and obc tomorrow! A public holiday..national day somemore! But I'm gonna stay at home to study...:(..haiz..for the sake of my gpa~..for the sake of my gpa~..for the sake of my gpa~...
Sunday, August 7, 2011
Some thoughts
About me..Well the things is I don't care how you think about me, I also don't care how you people treated me. I just want you all to know that i appreciate and care for every single one of you no matter what bad stuff you guys said or even done to me behind my back. I may be just a regular person, maybe a not so regular, boring and non-humourous person to you all....But that does not mean that I'm all just that..
If you all seriously take some time to understand me and know me well..I'm really not that bad, and I can be 10 times the funnier and more talkative then your regular joker friends with ya..And I'm serious...
To most people I'm damn mysterious and that is also the reason why it made many people caution of me, it even made some people stay away just because they think i did not treat them as a friend(bcos i did not tell them my troubles)...Seriously It's not that i do not want to tell all of you, but it is because i think somethings are not worth talking about it..thats all..I'm not trying to hide anything from you guys..But when you guys really wanna know..i told you guys didn't i?.:(...
To some of you who seems to like stay away form me or stop talking to me for no reason..I been sort of 'moving' around online to check on you guys..I AM NOT STALKING! I REPEAT!..NOT STALKING!!..
It's just that i understand how you guys really feel and most of you will post your feelings online..I just want to help you people even though you guys may not want to talk to me anymore..Just want to give some advice and help you all cope with it..Thats why when some of you asked me who am I(cause i used anonymous/untitled), I didn say it...
Some times I really hope that things will go back to the way it used to be but apparently it never will..
For the 16 years of my whole life..i understand many things..one thing is that human being can be scary..A leopard never changes its spot..even if she repaint her body...I kinda of regretted opening up to the one friend of mine..she made me understand that people no matter how close to you..they someday will still betray you..
So people please understand..Its not that i do not wanna open up..but it is that every time i do that..that someone i open up to..will either betray me or leave me somehow...And i don't know why...It just always happens..I just do not want to go through the pain over again of losing the people whom i trust and cherish the most...
If you all seriously take some time to understand me and know me well..I'm really not that bad, and I can be 10 times the funnier and more talkative then your regular joker friends with ya..And I'm serious...
To most people I'm damn mysterious and that is also the reason why it made many people caution of me, it even made some people stay away just because they think i did not treat them as a friend(bcos i did not tell them my troubles)...Seriously It's not that i do not want to tell all of you, but it is because i think somethings are not worth talking about it..thats all..I'm not trying to hide anything from you guys..But when you guys really wanna know..i told you guys didn't i?.:(...
To some of you who seems to like stay away form me or stop talking to me for no reason..I been sort of 'moving' around online to check on you guys..I AM NOT STALKING! I REPEAT!..NOT STALKING!!..
It's just that i understand how you guys really feel and most of you will post your feelings online..I just want to help you people even though you guys may not want to talk to me anymore..Just want to give some advice and help you all cope with it..Thats why when some of you asked me who am I(cause i used anonymous/untitled), I didn say it...
Some times I really hope that things will go back to the way it used to be but apparently it never will..
For the 16 years of my whole life..i understand many things..one thing is that human being can be scary..A leopard never changes its spot..even if she repaint her body...I kinda of regretted opening up to the one friend of mine..she made me understand that people no matter how close to you..they someday will still betray you..
So people please understand..Its not that i do not wanna open up..but it is that every time i do that..that someone i open up to..will either betray me or leave me somehow...And i don't know why...It just always happens..I just do not want to go through the pain over again of losing the people whom i trust and cherish the most...
Monday, August 1, 2011
All i need is a chance..
Logged on facebook to realised that you've defriended me..Okay thats it!..I really wanna know whats going on..Haiz..what is it that have happened that caused you to have such an abupt change of attitude towards me?..Is is cause of what I did or something?..If it is...Please can you just let me know?..let me understand whats wrong first okay?..Seriously I have no idea what is going on at all..:/..I've been trying my very best to approach you..to start a conversation so that i can understand what is going on..but apparently you are not even given me that little chance to clarify things by ignoring me...:(..
Though i've been through many things ten times worst than this..but i've never felt this bad..Because i believe we can be good friends..Things don't just happen without a reason..We started talking on the first day of bridging..and ended up in the same class too..plus i believe we have many things in common and that is also the reason why we started talking and hang out together in the first place...Though i still don't know you long enough..i really do not want a friendship like that to puff up in smoke..well unless you no longer consider me as a friend..then i guess there's nothing i can do..but to wish you all the best in your future endevours..
Though i've been through many things ten times worst than this..but i've never felt this bad..Because i believe we can be good friends..Things don't just happen without a reason..We started talking on the first day of bridging..and ended up in the same class too..plus i believe we have many things in common and that is also the reason why we started talking and hang out together in the first place...Though i still don't know you long enough..i really do not want a friendship like that to puff up in smoke..well unless you no longer consider me as a friend..then i guess there's nothing i can do..but to wish you all the best in your future endevours..