How long have we known each other?..4 years...How long have we been in the same class?..2 years...How long have we been sitting next to each other...like a year plus?..
This post is dedicated specially to someone..Not to praise you or anything..but to rant out everything single thing i feel about you...You always been competitive..Always wanna win...Always wanna get the attention from people all around..Like to act cute..Like to act innocent..Everytime you got a problem..you want people to listen to you and help you..but when other people got a problem..you just plainly poured cold water over them..Why i know?..Cause thats how you always treat me..
We used to be able to talk just about anything..though at that time you were already pretty annoying cause of your bad points..but i tolerated...but ever since we started our new school year...you changed like god damn it..:/..Just cause i "left" the previous group for a new group to hang out with..you been ignoring me like a piece of shit...never sms me or chat with me again..always think of new ways to push me away...TO think of the days that i was there for you..pfhhh...seriously what the hell?..People dun know who you are..but i can tell you know..
You are just a jealous idiot..just cause i didn study for the whole year,always copy your hw..yet scored better than you at end of the year..you just jumped up banged my table and screamed at my face."HOW CAN YOU SCORE BETTER THAN ME??"..like how i knw?...ever since then..you been wary of me..like its my fault that i did well..i did i even know why?..Plus at that time i'm a nobody..always "float" in and out of the class ..you also stopped talking to me..
But hey!..god must be helping me or something...but just the next year..i begin to have my own group of peeps(popular for another word)..changed for a better person..then slowly you walk back and tried to talk to me...HAH!..
Starting of school this year..we were still hanging out cause we know nobody and i'm one of those people you know..now theres a new group(kinda popular?..maybe..) you are with..and you stop talking to me..cut of all contact with me...for what?..can you explain to me?..talking to me will affect your standing in that group or something?..its been a month since we last spoke..and i truly understand what kind of person you are...Hongyan is right too.."Those who you think are your friends..they may not be true at all..".."I didn't say cause i dun want you to think that i'm trying to ruin your friendship"..well..its pretty obvious what hongyan is refering to...To think all those people who are hanging out with you...i kinda pity them..cause if something were to happen..they won't even know the reason why they die...all bcos of you...i've seen enough yet you are the most frightening person i've known..your true self can never be match to how you look...
There are many things i know..i can have things happening to me and someone but yet i won't say it or telltales to others cause i do not wanna ruin the friendships between them(unlike you!)...There are many thing i understand..my friends around me are upset with something..I do understand and i do care and show concern!..just that i don't really show my emotion..i don''t wear it on my sleeves...and that i'm trying to change..i want all those who are always there for me..to know that i do care for them too..:]..
