that's it!!! All of you assholes. I know it is crude to use this on you guys, especially when you are my parents. -.- ... You all are just gettin on my nerve..i had enough!!i mean literally!..frm how im feelin now i really want to scream at you all and let everythin out. But i knw you will surely fight back, lock the door and hit me, with the other screamin back at me pretendin to have a headache and cries..-____-''..duh...cos that alwys happens..den everythin goes to where im made to apologise..wait for the cold treatment to past and i'll get a lecture..been there done that..repeated too...hate it..
You ask me why am i happier and alwys smiling with friends whereas the opposite at home..well i tried to be cheerful at home but it seems that you guys alwys put me down when i finally open up..
You guys told me to not trust friends and do not tell them any of our own secrets and unhappiness..well it dun seems that way. You guys just told me to not think so much, at the same time still feeds me with problem of ur own. WHAT DO YOU GUYS THINK I AM!? A BOTTOMLESS WELL??! .. I do and still have problems of my own right? You guys want me to get rid of my unhappiness so i try to tell you guys problems..but apparently you guys always cut me off when i'm getting to there..not answering to anything i ask..ignoring me..to show that you all are unhappy with what i am talking about...you know what i want to say to you all?...BULLSHIT!..i tried to warn you all about the things that will happen ,the things your children my sibiling they will do..apparently you guys dun like the bad part...i am know for being brutally honest among not only you guys but also within our relatives and my friends..i cant lie..and im telling you all what to expect..but you guys just dun accept it..well is it cause the things i said is alwys on spot? That you guys are afraid that when i try to talk about it you all just snapped ,scream and give me the silent treatment. What am i?! Your dog?..
You guys just done it! From now on ... I will not smile nor will i listen and talk sense to you all anymore!cause what ever you guys say just do not make sense at all! Don't come running to me to complain and question why is this like tt and what so ever..don't ask me why have bro/sis became like this or what is wrong with ur mum/dad..i will not ever answer you guys even with the usual 'i told you so' anymore..i will not touch or comment on it..i will not be that good children that runs home you all ask me to anymore..
Don't blame me or ask why have i ended up with an ass attitude like one of my cousin okay? Cause it all your FAULTs and with all those years i've had enough! I won't be that bottomless pit or that bottle that listen to all your painful secrets and unhappiness!..i'm no longer the same person you know..just fcuk off and leave me alone like it's suppose to be.._ll_
