Whoa..I 've not been updating my blog for sometime eh..Sorry to all my readers out there...well if i have any..haha..anws its just to keep myself occupied so i won't care much about it..LOL..>___<..
Been stressed out like crazy..everyone around me are also stressed..but we do try to chil out by having some group meals n movie..But of cos good things never last...:(..
Today went to watch step up 2 with tiff...haha..its rockss\m/!..really amazed by the dance move..kinda regret..D:..should have sign up for hip hop dancing when i was younger..oh well!...
haha though i know this is a week holiday which i should do some catching up..but then when i looked at that pile of work i have to do..seriously ruins my mood and my overall well-being..LOL!!..so actually for the past few days i have been practicing my vocals..:D..
Though at first when i first started out a couple of months ago there was a motive for it..it's suppose to be for someone's birthday present and after that its not needed anymore..:/..even so I got my interest back when some of my classmates and I got together for sometime for the teachers day video..haha..We did quite alot of singing and I'm really proud that we came up with this particular song which we changed the lyrics from Black eye peas(I gotta feeling~)to tell the teacher about the life we are having now..haha..
Even though teachers'day is over..I'm actually still practicing singing each and everyday..especially on this song cooler than me by mike posner...After singing for days..i also realised that my vocal was abit deeper than before..o.o..(maybe i overstrain it)...even so..im actually glad about that because it actually allows me to sing better without sounding like a sissy..lol!..xD..
Many things have been going through my head..I'm now pretty confused and have this fear which is making me breathless every now and then..zz..But wait before i go into that..theres one thing i gotta give myself a pat on the back is that I THINK i finally got over IT!..haha..I realised that since the person had made its so clear..its best that i just put everything down..I actually made myself go through a cold turkey..but i'm not going to elaborate on it unless you ask me personally..:)..anyways i thought it through this time round(serious!) and wanted to msg that person to put and end...but who the heck knows what happen...tt fella kept saying that busy busy busy..like duh~! of cos i know you busy la..but i just need like five minutes of your time?!.you say you are alwys busy with project project..but then hor you can spend a whole day with your friends outside during the weekends yet still can't spare me just 5 mins?..zz..-.-..nvrm nvrm..anyways hope that someone will ask you to read this...you seems pretty happy now and you are like always avoiding me so to make you less uncomfortable..i swear(fa shi) that i won't disturb you anymore...:)..Not trying to be mean but After my O's..I will also cut off all contact with those friends who are always caught between us(generally they always on your side like obviously..same batch ma~used to be same class smmore)..It's not that i'm trying to be childish or what but it would be for the best..:)..I know it've been hard on them..though they sometime consoled me...but i can feel the vibes that they are more of on your sides...so to make it easier just let them stay on one side bah...don't let them jump around anymore..lol..plus they really n truly cares about you alwys trying to put you in good words also so...yeah..:)..just let them stand by you..they really cares..you must cherish them hor..i guess that it bah..LOL!>.<
and now to all my friends out there..though its hard now..try your best and strive hard okay?..:)..do take it easy smtimes too..CHEERS everybody!!!
(p.s:I am also sorry to all those which i 've offended and have been teased badly..I'm truly sorry..I know that I've changed but hope you guys can understand me...I'll try my best not to hurt you guys again..I''ll try to control my temper too..Once again..i'm sorry..:])
