There's always a reason for everythin we do..well almost everything -.-...
Some of my classmates and friends have been askin questions on why's. 'why did you cut your hair like that?.'..'why are you like that now..' so on and all...Some of you also said to me some stuff like I've changed..'wei shan, you are more outspoken le better than before:D'...'wah..wei shan last time you very niang(girly) de leh..now ar..more man wor'..-.-(i seriously dun know about that one.kinda random)..But anyways i just wanna ans all those qns you people had asked me..why i change my hairstyle..well lets just say i had a plan to carry out before the june holidays but then due to some stuff..the plan is no longer needed..Plus in hope to put everything aside..to start afresh..i decided to give myself a new look..be more darin abit so poof!..out come this new hairstyle..lol..this is the reason why...for those who have been followin me frm the last month till now..you guys should knw why i guess..better than those tyrant(like to make fun of people but dun allow peo to laugh at them)....-___-..instead of tryin to understand...laughed at me instead sayin i m crazy and ridiculous..i also lazy to explain to that idiot..zz..
Next thing...about my new more 'outspoken' character and attitude...actually when i'm facing each and everyone of you guys...I find it hard to keep on smiling and pretend tat nothin had ever happened to me...but even so I try to go with the flow and get into each and every event that happens in school and my class..:]..And after a month..everythin seems to go quite well actually..though i still can't help it to go into a daze during free period or lesson time.. ._.
Anyways..I also realised that this yr have pass by kinda fast...very soon its gona be O's and everyone's going seperate ways..Over the past few days...interactions with my class and schoolmates made me realise tat actually there's many things we could have done..and i regret for not spendin my time with my friends and instead neglected them during my sec 3 period..Plus it's also abit late to be finally chatting with some of my classmates whom i didn't even glance at last year..o.o..
Even so..there's still enough time for us all..even though starting from next week we are all going to be busy for papers and all..But i know its still not too late to create some fond memories with one another..:D..hope everyone will realise this and start to cherish and appreciate each and everyday we have together..Cheers everyone!

Each time I'm on my own..I can't help it but to think of the good times we used to have...And each time I will thought about what that had happened and blame myself for not trying hard enough to salvage the situation even though I noticed the change...i know I can't blame anyone but myself...even though I know there's no point dwelling over it..but this incident will be embedded in my head forever...

If only i knew that you'll be happier with your new friends...I wouldn't interfere...We should not even be that close in the first place..For what that had happened..though I will forgive you...but I will never forget...

Haiz..this morning i woke up..had breakfast and all like normal..then suddenly my brother told me tt last nite smone chat with me
On the messenger..I was like wad?!..and of cause without askin him
I know who was it..haiz all thanks to yesterday's amths lesson..we were the doin practices when we sudden talk about the amths class test..we were sayin how hard it was and tt everyone were stressing out all becos of tt test..mr poon was thr and asked us if we realli feelin tt way..n of cos everyone started saying tt he actually like threaten us to make sure we study and all..plus some still added some of our classmates cried..and tts the problem..haiz the thing is almost everyone in my study group knows who cried and who didn't..just tt they didn't want to get involved and all tts why they didn't join plus thr are alrdy many pro surroundin them..and
Bcos of tis mr poon lik dun realli believe us and went are askin peo like yj and sabra. If he is realli tt strict or scary..after tt he went of for awhile sayin he need to so smthing..wad I didn't knw was tt he actually went to call
Up those who cried and i was like wad?! Again...cos i knw after tt someone is goin call me up and ask me if m I the one who said it..den mr poon went opps and everyone went silent for awhile
And den start to blame him again..but den eunice hangman assured me tt maybe in think too much and tt tt wun happen..plus it's not my fault as many peo had seen it and all..haiz. But now..zz..you knw guys..I find this kind of dumb..when all things seems to go well and then..thr must have misunderstanding ..funny huh?..let's just hope all things goes well..:/

LOL!...now for today's event...*drum roll*...eh..actualli also nothing much la..just some bio spa and normal lessons...:3...What i can't believe is that i actualli signed up and paid for the prom!..i kinda have thoughts about it..but since the $$ is given i can't back out le..so haiz~~..nvrm about that...Next week is just hectic!!...tests..Spa...and more Papers!..gahh!!!...i still have smn forensic thingy..some trip on 19 july...omg...zz..haiz...but is beta to be left how with nothin to do and idle rite?..at least i wun think too much..>.<...hehe..kk tts all for now...gtg!..

What's wrong with you?..Can you please tell me?...You are treating me like a total stranger in some sense..I asked you how were you doing ..But all you seems to be trying to do is lik trying to make me feel jealous or angry in some way by telling how great your life is with friends, schoolmates and all..
Like as if that's what i wanna hear..Seriously i don't care how you treat me..be it like shit or not..I seriously don't care anymore...Here I'm trying to be nice and be friends with you but all you seems to do is to avoid me...and that is seriously dumb..
If that's what you really want, then just accept whatever i have for you and we are through...I just wanna get things over just make myself feel better(no guilt)..Not for your sake at all...Do you understand?..
If you are not guilty, you are no longer feeling anything...don't avoid me kay?..
Cause That's not what i want with my friends...I'm a changed person already..no longer the same person you know...at least towards you...cause all i know is...that you are not worth it...Get it?..in your face dude.._l_

wahahaha!...though i was sad tt Brazil didnt make it thru...but who cares!..Germany made it!..haha with 4-0 against argentina!...they rawks!..>.<...cant wait for the next match and hope that spain can beat paraguay...Lookin forward to the finals with germany vs spain!..

MT Oral

Today..1st July..is the day i had my MT Oral...And the thing is..I SCREWED it up like to the max!..like wth..The passage at first was lik easy but when i went into the examination hall..i was lik nervous freaked out like crazy..i meant when i entered..they asked me for my ic and i stunned there before realising that i need to take it out for them to verify...Next was that when i was about to sit down..my leg hitted the table like 'PooM'...-.-..And then when i was reading the passage..my volume was not constant and i keep having sudden pause...
What's worst..was the conversation!@_@
My mind like totally went blank when they asked me how i feel about the barrin of food and drinks on the mrt!..i was like stunned and requires all the promptin..The most idiotic thing i did was that i actually said 'sorry' in the middle of the conversation when i could not go on:X...ARGH!!!..when they asked if there's anything i want to add on,i immediately said no and rushed out..LOL!!
But once i got out and cooled down..i thought of the question and realised that there's actually many things i could talk about...Haiz~...T___T..nvrm..its over le..get over it..
Anyways after that went out to eat at Carl's jr with johan,xuewen,iggy,yilin and sibing!..haha..>.<..we chatted and had fun as we kept laughin thru out the meal.xD...Glad that all those laughing actually helped me to get over the oral..at least i'm not feeling that bad now..haha..>.<..okayokay..that's all for today...gonna watch tv now!..Byes!!xD