PCS! I'm Back!>.<

Today we celebrated teacher's day...after the celebration..me,gifferd,krystal and kai en went back to PCS(poi ching school)!..hehe...
I hadn't go back for like 3 years?..O.o...many things have changed...

I met my old pals..kelly,evelynn,isabelle,benjamin,joshua,johnanthan and many more...and i also went to see some of my teachers..
Haiz..Kinda sad...because..most of them can't recognise me!!argh!T_T(well..other than mr chang)..All of them said that i have changed alot(did i?..no rite?...i dun think so lor..zz..)..

I explored the area for awhile, before i left, there are some people who came forward to me and asked me for my no.(I hope its not a prank or smthin..) but i still gave it to them anyways..^^..


After that i went to visit Dr Marg!..hehe...so glad to see her...we chatted for awhile then after that i went to qi's house....
LOL..she pervert lar...anyhow touch touch...check here and there..-_-"..zzz...i also let her check lor...I got nthin to lose anyways...LOL!..
I stayed at her place till 4 plus before heading home...

Okay..nothing else to talk about ler...that's all..kk..continue next time!..CHEERS!..>.<

Oblivious & Ignorant

Haiz...i dun really know what to do...Is it really that hard to understand me?..Here i m tryin my best not to hurt each and everyone of eu..But it seems that whatever i'm doin now...seems to make things worse...hmm..
Anyways..many thanks to those people who have always been there for me..for being there and helpin me with my problems..in the period of time when i was confused..
I guess i hav to face it...The world is changin...everyone is changin too..


''She cuts me and the pain is all I wanna feel
She'll dance away just like a child
She drives me crazy, drives me wild..
But I'm helpless when she smiles..."

-helpless when she smiles(BSB)...

Finally!..My whole week of tests is OVER!...well..for now..hehe..X]
Today's the day i collect my report..oh and btw...sry to those who's messages i didn't reply this afternoon...cos i was busy waiting for this crap thing...zz..
Anyways..i didn't really take second look at the results...It was as what i had expected..
Haiz...ITs backs...that sudden pain...that wonderful long friend of mine...that packets of pills..-_-"...
I had already expected those results since the day before i even took my scan...
Even though dr said that its not as bad as my previous one...and theres no need to stay at the hospital..but still..i m still kinda upset...dun really have the mood to complete the rest of my stuff..
I guess thats all..i should stop here for now...

Ooo..haha..today was the release of the 'O' lvls mother tongue result...the sec 4s were pretty tense up while waitin in the hall..we the sec 3s were thr to witness n 'experience' how it feels lik to receive our results ard the same period,next year...Though we didn really feel tense up lik our seniors..but we are still kinda nervous for them...hope all of them done well for their mother tongue..:]..
After tat when we are dismissed..i went to yeechin's house...hehe..had the sashimi bento for lunch!..yum!...hehe...den after that..i got a little bored...so i played with..

TATA!..this!...hehe..cos really nthin to do mah...^^
yeechin say tat she alwys blow up and play with it lik normal balloons lik tat...
so i decided to made a so called life size mickey for her!XD..well...

eh..it didnt realli look lik mickey...but at least the process in makin it was fun and enjoyable!..haha...though the poor mickey didn end up in good shape after tat..because of an accident...<(_ _)>...
Anyways after tat i left..cos i began to start feelin lik a lightbulb after tat..>.<...the feelin was kinda weird...hahaz!..XP.. haha..kk..tts all..gotta study for my ss!..n amths..-.-...haha...cheers!>.<

Today very tired..dozed off several times during lesson..so didn't really catch much wad my chers are teachin..

Haiz..update on my dad's health...still not improving...his hip still hurts alot...my dad...a guy no matter wad kind of pains or aches he's experiencing...he wun shows it and wud still put on a strong n brave front...saying that he's okay or tat its doesn't hurts at all...

But the past few days, because of the frequent sudden pain in his hip...it hurts so much tat i can see tears formin in his eyes...for the first time in my life..i saw him tearin...

I realli duno knw wad to do...kinda hurts to see him wake up constantly to the pain...frm 9pm to 2 in the mornin..he woke up lik 5 times alrdy...

I also hadn been slpin well for the past few days...hab been survivin only on 2-3 hrs of slp lately...thrs nthin much i can do..juz hope and pray tat he will get beta..:]

After all this is ova, i think i realli need a break...maybe i shld find smtime to catch a movie or smthin...hmm..how abt next week?..wed?..hmm..;]

Finally smiling..:]

Wah~..head pain arh...T-T...haiz...
Early in the mornin i quarrelled wif my sibilings...den zhiwei sudden pick up smthin n whack my in my face...and my right ear suddenly block up and den my head went thumpin...:(
Was feelin beta after tat but in the afternoon..the stingin pain in my ear came bak ...my head also went thumpin again..and i couldn't help it but to let off a few drops of tears...
I still hadn't hav my dinner yet..cos no appetite...hmm...hopefully tomoro i will feel beta..:]..

Another day passed...juz lik tat...hmm..nthin much happened today..i had tution at 11 in the mornin which ends at ard 1...den after tat me n xin yu went popular to get some stationaries...
After which i went to her house n she made me play her guitar...which i duno how to..zz...lol.. she still said she tat i looked lik a guitar person...i was lik huh?..-___-...further more..if i dun play...she wun let me leave her house!...so i juz strum the strings n tats it..LOL..>.<..

I got home at ard 5..after tat..after frequent ear pain n headaches..i finalli went to c dr... At first i tot it was juz ear trauma caused by loud sound or blast or smthin...but in the end...he said it was actually in fact..a ear infection..lol... he said tat i juz dun show tat much symptoms of ear infect as i onli got headaches,ear pain ,ear blockage n smtimes balance prob(i smtimes see doubles..o.o)..he said tat it maybe because of my recent cold tat i got it... after tat i was given some antibiotics for it...
Haix...sick n tired this thing liao...i broke my record ler lor...this year c so the doctors so many time liao...wonder if they will grow tired seein me anot...lol..-.-
hmm..other den tat..thrs another prob which i think it was finalli solved...thks for finalli makin it clear..:]..hmm..nthin else to tok abt ler...kk..post next time bahz..>.<

I Will Love You Forever
"I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch.
I love your warm smile
And your kind, thoughtful way,
The joy that you bring
To my life every day.
I love you today
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever
With all of my heart."

- Amanda Nicole Martinez -

Haiz..feelin kinda moody today...duno why also..but when i reached skool..i had no choice but to put on a smile...
Dun realli want them to worry for me as they alrdy hav enough problems of their own ler...
I knw wad some of eu r thinkin...''why do eu alwys bottle things up...yakyakyak....why spare a tot for them?...yakyakyak...juz do it for urself...yakyakyak...eu hav done enuff for them...''...
hmm..i knw!..but the thing is...its really kind of hard..hmm...And i m also beginin to realise tat i m gettin more n more emotional...haiz...whrs tat cold n hard-hearted me?...The one tat wun even take a glance at this kind of matters...the one i used to be in pri skool...haiz...I dun lik the way i m feelin now...
btw..thk eu Q...really appreciate ur help juz now..;]..

''Like the tree needs the earth,
Like the night needs the moon,
Like the star needs the sky,
Like the Guitar needs the tune,
My world needs you..

I miss you..''

Wahahaha...I'm bak!..lol...today's a tiring day though...
Had to wake up at 10 to get ready for my tution...wah~...my cher started half an hr earlier..i was lik wad?!...den 1 plus ler..he still dun wan let me go...but at least still okay bah..im not late...cos tiff they all one plus ler still swimmin...hmm...apparently they had alot of fun in the toilet juz now..LOL..=P(I saw the photos..;]...)..
We met at the tamp inter at ard 2 and den after tat...we head off for IKEA!...lol..its very crowded at the restaurant thr...we waited for 15-20 mins for a table and everyone was famished...so we kinda bought many food...ooo...die...gona gain kilos...hmm..chiu mei c lar...nvr control me...lol..>.<... After tat we went walkin ard and do the usuals...and tats takin photographs!...LOL... The rest i dun realli ned to explain ler...here's some of the photos we took!..:]

Okay first thing first..Happy national day to all singaporeans~!!..
Wah~..today realli veri tired sia...woke up super early this mornin to help out my ma wif the housework...zz..now my arms n legs r achin lik crazy..>.<... haiz~...today actualli suppose to hav my maths tution...but all thks to my dad..he changed it to tomoro @ 11.30am...haiz...cant go out swimmin in the mornin wif tiff they all ler... but after tat..we r still meetin up to go ikea to hav our lunch!...hehe..>.<...
Lookin forward to it..=P...

Okay..so here i m writin up my first post for my new blog...
i dun realli knw wat to write actualli..LOL!..>.<
i haven even finish doin up my blog yet...soo..maybe i will post smthin later bahs...X]